“It’s been a long day without you, my friend, and I’ll tell you all about it when I see you again…” (See You Again; Wiz Khalifa)
We’ve known each other for almost two years. Isn’t that enough to tell that our friendship is one of the strongest. We don’t have a perfect kind of friendship. Yes, It’s only two years but we already passed some of the rough roads on our way.
Rodess, for the past two years, you’re my closest Lea-fan friend and even without the ‘Lea’, I’ll still be your friend. The past few months, weeks and days were a very difficult one to the both of us. I know that something’s wrong, something’s changed, something’s different. But still, at the back of my mind, I’m hoping that everything will be fine.
Honestly, I MISS YOU. I missed talking to you. Laughing with you. Chatting with you. Having a 2-hour phone call with you. Whole day conversation with you. Telling you everything that I’m irritated with. Secrets that we keep. The times we bully each other. EVERYTHING. And most especially, I really miss you.
I’m not the kindest friend. Not the most understanding one. I’m very short-tempered. There are still a lot on the list that I am not. But still you allow me to be one of your friends and because of that, thank you! There are so many things that I need to be thankful for. Thank you for your understanding my moods. I know I’m very short-tempered, I’m bipolar. Thank you for the conversations, secrets, laughters, dramas, and so many memories that we have.
You always complain that you aren’t special to anybody. You. Are. Wrong. You’re very special to me. Really really special. Maybe, you can’t feel it because, honestly, I can feel that we already have a gap with each other. We aren’t as close as before. But don’t worry, I’ll always be here for you. Maybe, if you ever you’ll decide to stay away from, you’re free to it. I’ll let you go. I’ll let you stay away from. If you’re already tired of me, I’ll understand. BUT, don’t forget that if ever you’ll leave and decides to come back, I’ll always be here waiting. I’ll always be here for you. No. Matter. What.
Happiest Birthday, My Fave! I’m sorry for what happened. I promise I’ll make it up to you. I love you forever, Rodess! You’ll always be my favorite one.